Beautiful Disaster.

YTuesday, November 07, 2006
there he goes..out my sight again.
silent and far from my heart again.
there he goes.

Bollocks.

double bollocks.

on emo mode AGAIN. BLEAH.

hate.hate.hate.hate.hate.hate.hate.hate.

and it goes on and on and on till someone actually gives a shite.

oh shut up.

BOLLOCKS!!!!
_callous_ was here with you at 12:31 AM .

Emylin
The Ride

this life is all about loving and losing. sacrificing and hurting.
being dissappointed in just about anything including urself.

this is life in my eyes.

- an unbearable excruciating painful hurt and experience that kills.
life in living is like death in dying.
where u live with a purpose and u die with a cause
all of which reasons hurt
and none of which will give u the happiness that u deserve.

yes i am fickle and yes i am a hardcore depressed chic.
but no.im no bimbo cuz i apparently make use of my brain cells 3/4 of my waking hour.
dun mess with me.